The Strangling Vine

by Julie Bolt

Who knows what possessed me, a city girl,
to try and garden. I like weeds that burst
through concrete, not tulips, with their placid
petals, so polished and symmetrical.
Community gardens have boundaries, designated plots.
When you leave and tell me not to worry,
I am ham-fisted.  I never cultivate well.
There’s no cell service.  But it was a decade ago  
when you loved her. Old friends.  Work.
Maybe I should take a friendly  pitchfork to the garden.
Approximate strangers gather  under tenements
to plant rows of crops and  flowers in nitrogen oxide
soil.  Neighbor Josette tends her formaldehyde  melons  
tenderly next to Lou’s sulfate  particle beans.
I’m growing a vine that sneaks out of the garden, into the world.
Last week our hands were glorious – ripping shirts, 
our laugh riots sprouting like  crabgrass.  I savor,  
with faltering trust.  I never learned to identity  
the calls of birds — other than  the pigeon.
Instead of leaves, my vine has  grown hands, strong and sensuous.
Upstairs I await an email.  I know more about  
foreign internet cafes than I do  about gardens.  
Emails can germinate across continents, sprout on empty  
screens. Light speed pollination.  
The hands on my vines twist, twist incessantly – carpel tunnel vines.
I bring compost, mulch.  Anxiously, amorously, I direct  
my vine past the garden  fence.  The stubborn vine refuses,  
its hands are jaundiced but  swift, the fingers reach, grab,  
and I thrash – landing on  concrete – familiar, weedy, hard.

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